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流泪到天明苹果 我梦见你了 然后是 Serena 可知道 我们真的好久没见 可是 你们都说 我变了 然后 留下我一个 流泪到天明  中奖 这年头,骗子猖狂到无孔不入.想不到前段时间那个经典的电话诈骗,竟然最高记录是被骗两百多万.我想这怎么会有人信,后来又想若不是媒体及早曝光,也许我也会上当.只可惜个人账户早被老爸老妈清光,没钱可骗啊.好笑的是早在媒体曝光前,老妈竟然有收到这个电话,不过是打到她公司,我妈听说电话欠费,就想公司欠费与我无关嘛,于是挂了电话,骗子没能得逞.我呢是曝光后第二天接到电话,自然不会上当受骗罗.接下来,我们都提高警惕对待未知来电.几天后,妈又接到一个声称是她老朋友的电话,说在深圳,好久不见,明天过来请喝茶.我跟老爸在旁边听她说话,觉得不妥,可能是骗子电话,可我妈却完全没有警觉.事后,妈回想说,好像是哦.可后来并没有出现经典的发短信骗汇款情况,莫不是我们把真朋友当老千了? 四月最后一周,在hotmail收到一声称微软（中国）发来的邮件，说为回报广大用户对 msn 微软（中国）的大力支持，本公司特别在‘黄金四月'举办随机抽奖“欢乐大放送”大型活动。每周将由温馨系统随机随时的选中三位幸运用户，本公司送出惊喜奖金38000RMB以及三星Q40时尚笔记本电脑一部。（支持全国联保，价值 ￥1,6988 RMB ）您已被系统抽中成为幸运用户,请务必记住您的中奖凭证【 f8y3 】。还感谢互联网（公证处）公证、感谢三星(中国)有限公司和三星(韩国)总公司合作赞助。领奖时间是以输入中奖凭证起计时，24小时内办理，逾期无效。特别声明：请用户妥善保管好个人ID及密码，我们不会通过任何形式向您索取您私人的任何密码。 把握好时间办理领奖程序。逾期系统将取消系统将取消幸运用户资格，此次活动是由微软(中国)公司举办，已通过互联网(公证处)公证审批。用户可以放心的按 照系统规定办理程序办理领奖的有关手续。注：请幸运用户妥善保管好自己的用户帐号，避免他人盗取冒领，以免造成损失。谢谢！如有任何问题请拨打微软(中国)客户服务热线:089-888-066833 (24小时为你服务)2009 © MSNFLY Team & Microsoft，活动解释权归 MSN社区 所有。我见竟是msn发来的，弄得还有模有样，不会有假吧。于是乎，兴奋了好一阵，还在盘算，咦，怎会那么巧，那之后的旅行就等于免费啦，还可以换一部新电脑带着去嘞。小心脏扑通扑通地跳。好在输入ID前，我冷静深思了一下，不会那么幸运吧。决定google一下，才真相毕露了。其他人也收到了，有人还连续收到，所有人的中奖凭证都一样，还有一个是腾讯QQ版。我的小心脏一下跌到深渊里去。唉，凡人还是不能免俗啊，一点小钱也会变成捉弄人的心魔。现把此经历公布于此，一来是让后来人免受欺骗，二来望有关部门加大互联网骗案的打击力度（公务员考题看多了），更重要的是提醒自己以后要比小心翼翼更加小心翼翼。 Encounter Frustration发现好久没记录自己的心情了,上来发泄一下.
刚回来时终于感受到了久违的夏天味道,虽然已经是十月末,但在南国却丝毫没有秋日的气息.开始抱怨天气热、空气脏、人多。第一个周末上家乐福去，那个人山人海，让我不禁概叹金融海啸还是撼动不了国民的信心呀。不知为何，回来后鼻周猛长大豆，从来没这样过。上医院去，医生说，国内空气污染严重呗。可后来觉得,一年了,这里还是变美了.原来家里的天空也可以这样蓝，庆幸这是托亚运的福。以前听别人说回来后会不习惯哦，除上述事项以外，还没太深切体会。只是嘛，听粤语多了，可说的还是一样多。说国语少了罢了，呵呵。至于英语，可以说完全消失在我的语言体系里了。
在家宅了一个月，懒得很，啥也没做。刚开始阿妈叫我去参加国考，可报名时发现海龟需已拿到毕业证。觉得这一要求很不合理，为啥海龟国龟要区别对待，难不成要我老一年再当应届生。只见今年很多单位注明：本科《24岁，研究生〈27岁。时间不留人啊。觉得ECS今年真好运，可以在圣诞前举行毕业礼，莫不是最好的圣诞礼物了。不知其它学校是否也要等个大半年才能拿证。后来想现在招聘这规定也许是因为学历造假太严重？然后找工之旅就消停了。后来终于被招聘会逼上梁山，不得不开始漫长痛苦的经历挫折又挫折。万事开头难，一开始马上就后悔怎么当初不听Jun的，导致基本错失外企招聘。然后更后悔怎么不更早开始准备，导致现在同时要搜寻企业讯息和网申潜规则。接下来便赴第一场四大国行招聘会，排队拿票在足球场转了三圈排了一个半小时，到后来秩序混乱，我真只想哭了。进场后转了一圈，了解状况后选择了abc,开始漫长地等待。好在等候过程中，跟前面的人聊天，发现原来在招聘会能听到来自各种渠道的讯息，有些还很有趣。等了2个半小时，终于轮到我，一看学校，‘哦，你是xx学校的呀’由于之前听说abc都不要非211的，于是马上更正，‘我是海龟’。好像引起她的兴趣。接着问‘你愿意去郊区县工作么’，马上答‘服从分配’。然后她饶有兴致地在我简历上写了一些字，放在另一边。大概2分钟的对话让我感觉信心十足，于是乎海投了其它三个行。直至今日，仍无消息，大概也被'abc'bs了吧。可接下来的网申之路更让我觉得无助。认真地填写，无尽的等待。头脑风暴只会让我想到soton的快活日子，而没有有效结果。招聘会上遇到老同学，她说‘你们海龟都跑回来跟我们抢饭碗啦’，日前报上也说学历认证处忙不停，皆因金融海啸导致国外留学生忙回流。连日来在招聘会和bbs上遇到无数海龟、双学位、硕博士者。由于年前的校园招聘所剩不多，真有点着急。随后又去了两趟招聘会，觉得大企有点应付式，小企又觉得你高攀不起的样子。还有就是发现小本们年纪轻轻，英语溜溜，杀伤力十足。其实还是自己心理没摆平吧。也许合适的只是我不愿去而已。只觉得求职路上，人好多，选择也太多。回想当年的高考是多么单纯。幸好央行最终给了我参加笔试的机会，虽然即使通过还是不能面试，但也算是一次锻炼的机会吧。前两天招聘会排队时，前面的人说‘唉，啥时能拿到offer呀。都不知道明年毕业后要在哪拼搏了’。我在好奇哪个企业会是我的终结者。  Just Writing Before Leaving Monte六个钟之后就要离开Monte啦.系度住左一年,真系好5舍得.今日下午先开始packing,因为前排一直昏天黑地感做dissertation.原本仲以为肯定好多野装5晒,点知被我dum晒好多野之后,竟然都剩翻好少行李.好多野都5想dum,但系觉得即使日后抬翻屋企都好少可会再抄出黎体,所以都系忍痛dum晒距地,潇洒地离去.真系不带走一片云彩啦.记忆只要留系我心中就好. 琴日终于都交左dissertation,一切真系结束啦.加上呢两日好多人都要走,又系离别既季节.呢个星期同朋友farewell,内心在哭泣.突然感觉呢一年既每一日我印象都好清晰,日子真系一日一日感度过的.虽然都有不少时间系荒废度过既,不过可能因为一切都好新鲜,所以印象特别深刻吧.5似以前感浑浑恶恶又系一年.年尾就5记得左年头.最近半个月真系写dissertation写到傻左.搞到我宜家一开脑就自动先打开dissertation个 folder.跟住先反应过黎我做乜要打开呢个folder呢.呢两个星期真系读书感耐最痛苦,一日除左必要事情要做之外就坐定定对实部脑写野,饭又无时间食,觉都无时间训.坐到腰痛到行路去kitchen都行5到,写到脖头抽筋,累到胸闷透5到气.到binding个日去学校,我真以为自己随时会昏倒系路上,后尾竟然系添survey既时候扎住支笔都差d训着左.挨左半个月,发现大一岁之后老左好多,身体残晒. 不过交完论文之后心情大好.系呢边,心情真系好受天气影响,写dissertation既时候竟然日日5系落雨就阴天,搞到隔黎只小美呼天喊地:I hate England!到交dissertation个日竟然开始大晴天.未完成dissertation时,感觉到deadline就可以开始好好生活啦.但系宜家就会觉得剩低既呢个月时间将会过得好快,快到可能会糊里糊涂就要离开.因为走之前似乎好多事要办. 今日出门时感岩再次碰见Xenia & Jessie出发去Heathrow,前几日都系,总会系适当既时候就碰到你想碰到既人,感觉好神奇,缘分真系奇妙既东西.当初黎之前就林,有d野5好开始就最好,因为我知道总会有结束既一日,而个时我将会承受痛苦.但系发现呢个系任何事情都无法避免既.所以系开始之前无须林得太多.走落去,总会发生好多美好既事情,途中总会有好风景.天下无不散之宴席.朋友,请珍重.我会想念系呢度既每个人,每一日.有缘定会再见! What I Have Done RecentlyI knew the movie Before Sunrise and Before Sunset from my friend's space lately. After that, I asked for Tina's opinion on the movies because I was attracted by the poster of the Before Sunset and the good commends on the internet. However, Tina felt a little bit boring with the totally talkings between the man and the woman (who are the only characters in the movie). So I doubted whether they should be on my list of "going to watch". At last, I choose to watch it as I don't wanna watching a scary movie recommended by Tina in such a beautiful day in my life. Actually I am not interested in that kind of films anymore since I moved here to live by myself in a room. Maybe I don't need the scary thing to make me exciting but in need of something funny to make me happy laughing. I guess so does her. Hmmm~ I saw the Before Sunrise. I almost looking forward to a trip like that in the near future since I plan to go to Vienna in October. I liked the dialogue between the two people. Not boring at all. Just like the true life. People don't dare to step forward most of the time. Because the dark side of life make us blind. But the American boy and the French girl are very lucky to meet each other in their lifes. The film made me think of the things I don't like in my family. Anyway, I think I am in a strange mood at the moment or I will not like it. There are some scenes left in my brain: a)the documentary that the man want to shoot. It seemed boring to the woman, but I am interested. b)the beggars. Although beggars are more (how to say, romantic? versatile?) in europe, I don't like them. c)the quiet night of Vienna. No drunk man like everyone met in Scotland. d)the actor and the actress pretended to make phone calls to their close friends in a restaurant. Quite funny. But they pretended very well. e)the eye contact when they are in the studio in a shop. It happens in our everyday lifes. Kind of like writing in English lately since I was crazing writing my stupid dissertation. Please do forget the shit grammar. Let it go to hell! PS:Thank u guys so so much to give me such an unforgetable b-day party! Though it was simple, I felt quite warm in my heart. AnnoyingAnnoying Very annoying Annoying, annoying, annoying Hot Very hot Hot, hot, hot Blue Very blue Blue, blue, blue 更新成2个月都无更新过space，回顾呢2个月似乎无咩大动作，不过都经历左5少事。
5月初所有课程结束之后，就忙住温书准备月底既考试。应该话08年5月可能系我人生中最后一次系校园读书考试既时光了吧。一直以黎最痛恨考试前要挨通顶，从来都系临急抱佛脚，宜家仲有越演越烈既迹象添。不过自从黎左呢边之后，认识5少有几年工作经验又出翻黎读书既朋友，觉得工作之后再充电都几5错。而且即将离开校园，出黎行走江湖，所以都几期待几年之后再有机会重返校园进修。今次考试，感觉个脑好似已经用尽左，再都转5动感。虽然之前有偷懒，不过最后我都尽晒力，成绩平平感啦。
5月底考完试，成个6月就系碌碌无为中度过。宜家林翻转头，又无准备论文，又无出去玩，又无稳工，简直浪费左成个月大好青春。不过呢个6月真系我有记忆以黎最黑仔既6月啦。部laptop ５挣气，一个月重装左３次。好彩呢个月５急用姐，不过就搞到我系呢个无聊既国家连唯一既娱乐都无埋。之后陪同学稳屋期间夜晚被人玩电话，吓我无屋住。再后来竟然发生一起偷包事件。哎。不过好彩比我逃过所有大难，个天对我都算系感啦。
每次见到你地，都问我几时翻。我都５知道啊。其实离开屋企感耐，我都好想翻去啦，５想再流浪。最快都９月底先翻。不过９月底交完论文之后打算同朋友去欧洲玩半个月先，所以比较大可能系１０月底翻去吧。不过如果有特殊情况可能会挨到１月先翻去过年。总之宜家讲既一切都系未知之数。真系应左一个朋友半年前同我讲既一句话：见步行步啦。当初觉得距无计划，体黎系计划赶不上变化。生活系活出黎，而５系想出黎既。
好耐无蒲头既Karen今日终于出现，之后系距space见到距既生活似乎几精彩感波。好多靓照啊，真系越大越靓女啦。虽然我都学识做简单既cupcake同biscuit，但系见到你同michelle整既蛋糕就羡慕死啦。５得，以后我翻去你地要陪我去整啊。哇，Karen真系识玩之人，见到你Ｄ相，同班同事仔四围去玩，开心啦。真系羡慕你有班感好玩既同事啦。Michelle虽然成日加班，但似乎工作之余都几多活动感波。以后记得约埋我去美院体画展，去黄花岗体戏剧，同Karen一齐打badminton哦。也许只有到盖棺定论之时，我地先知道边部系我地既尾班车。所以一切还是随心吧。系啦，以后翻去如果考cfa，仲要请教你呀。Tina仔似乎比份job压到喘５到气感，我真系估５到你份job竟然感辛苦。不过多谢你mail左D同学仔既近况比我啦，见到大家事业有成，家庭幸福感真系安慰。估５到一个二个都感快结婚。点解pizzahut聚会张相有阿达既？距系gz发达啊？仲要生晒须添。榆仔身体好翻真系可喜可贺。小丁终于都出国啦，仲要去埃及感神秘。肯定揽到５少生意啦。祝你生意兴隆啦。好耐都无同邱邱联络啦，实系工作又好忙啦。今年股市似乎５多好波，有无影响你业绩感呢。
又系一年凤凰花开既季节，原本应该一年前作别校园，系呢度无咩离别既气氛。好想念母校，好想同你地旧地重游，再次感受着学士服抛帽毕业礼我人生中既第一次重要时刻。日前同呢边既同学聚餐，谈及今后打算。约定日后Bali再见，可惜未来无法预知，再次相见似乎遥遥无期。缘分天注定，世界好小亦好大。或者呢一年所认识既感多朋友以后都无机会再相见，但系我好庆幸十八个月前我做岩左第一个抉择。 四月飘雪 今早下雪.一直期待着亲眼看真正的雪的我,竟然错过了这场大雪.从msn上知道很多人都看到这场雪了.很无耐,也很遗憾.熬了几夜它都没下,今天早睡了,它却偏偏下了.不过晚上在公主房间看到她拍下的视频,感觉简直是大风雪的样子,并不如我想象中的美好.心想即使错过了也还好.其实这半年也断断续续看到过类似下雪的情景.现在想起来,记得冬天有一天起床后拉开窗帘,外面的屋顶都白白的,想来应该是那夜下雪了吧.去旅游前几天这里好像也下小雪了吧.不过还是搞不清那到底是冰雹,还是雨加雪.说起冰雹,记得有一年夏天在北京还遇上了超大冰雹.那场冰雹猛呀,我们在路上,车都不敢开了,否则玻璃,车顶都会被砸穿的.记得上周刚到巴黎那夜,坐火车看到窗外那棉絮漫漫从天飘下,在昏黄的路灯下映衬得特漂亮.
看着"四月物语",樱花飘落.这里竟是四月飘雪了.大家都一直期待着春天的到来,回来后发现窗前的小树果然发芽了.冷不防却迎来一场雪.这雪预示着冬天真要离开,春天到来吗?回来后一直不在状态之下,破记录地不停看片,日夜颠倒,生活混乱.屏幕里发生的一切是那么的假,却又不乏真实之处.生活真是一本读不懂的书.我本以为自己这半年来真的长大了,却发现还在逃避.打电话回家了,述说衷肠,却发现父母只能尽力开导我,而不能为我做出决定.最近看的故事都是开放式结局,才发现作为普通观众的我是多么的需要一个大团圆式完美的结束.不停地想着许多问题,总找不到答案.也许我懒得仔细探究,也许是我不敢再深想了.
还有半年就离开校园了.今天在熊猫的space上看到她的"怀念",泪流.四年过去了,我觉得自己只是一个旁观者,并没有留下太多回忆.我想是我当初没有用心活在当下,却一心期待未来.而现在的"未来",却又被我浪费掉了.还好我努力回想到的都是属于我们的阳光明媚的快乐时光.想念母校,想念同学,想念家园.我承认,我寂寞了.看来学会享受寂寞真是留学生活的一大考验.身边没有人的生活真的会令人发疯的.更何况眼前是漆黑的一片.但物极必反.其实正常人离疯子就只有一步之遥罢了.看来还是两个人在一起比较合适吗.就像走之前,女友跟我说的,好累,只想找个人靠靠.可这是否又意味着走入了另一个圈.妈说只想我回来,其实我何尝不想.但为何不甘心,是还没玩够?还是...觉得自己真是俗不可耐啊.我不知今后要如何面对社会,面对工作.我逃避.看了太多,无法展现真实一面,隐藏太深.只有努力吸收正面的信息,才能让我不掉进黑洞里.
才发现有很多句子都讲得很有道理.孤单是一个人的狂欢吗?我更觉得寂寞是一群人的狂欢.用心活在当下,抓住未来.因为活着就是最好的见证.而我们会死去很久.大部分人一辈子只做三件事：自欺、欺人、被人欺。学会了放弃,才有机会再次拥有.突然觉得"如果再给你一次机会,你会怎么做"此类问题十分无意义.因为有些事情时候未到,我们是无法做出所谓合理判断的.
这次的欧洲之旅,虽不完美,但十分真实.让我喜欢上自助出行.期待下一次出游.
好事多磨最近的生活简直乱得一塌糊涂.越临近放假吧,就越多琐事都堆着一起来.
一会儿又是感冒啦,一会儿又要讨论啦,一会儿又烦签证的问题了.
都是前期准备没做好的错.
剩下半年了,不少人都或多或少地在考虑毕业之后的问题了吧.
想法还是跟当初一样,迷茫,路在何方,路真的在脚下吗.
听到别人已经在LD找好房子了.
有时心有不甘,不想就这样离开.
有人说,毕业了立马走人,头也不回,忘记了自己曾经在这里生活过.
哈哈,现在的我其实依然像在梦境里一样.不知道怎么就绕了大半个地球来这里过了半年。
认识了原本不认识的人,选择了这个城市,来了这个原本第一个就被我踢出局的学校,都是注定的缘分.
不过在这里真的学会了一个人生活,第一次病了要自己照顾自己.虽然已经老大不小.
如果不是被签证的事困住,说不定我真会冲动到马上买机票走人,即使只剩下头等仓的座位了.
脆弱吗.每个人都很脆弱,这个年代大家的神经都绷得紧紧的,生命本来就很脆弱.
还有要同时面对四面八方各种各样的事情一起朝你涌来.虽然我仍然处理不好.
经历得越多,反而把自己禁锢得越牢了.而没有学懂豁达之心.
感觉围城越来越多.就像迷宫一样,走出了这一个,却被套进了另一个.
在这里看到了人性的种种都很相像,自己的不足也被暴露得一览无遗.
可惜我的外衣太厚,脱也脱不掉.
朋友让我多认识另一些圈子的人,但用一种我自认为很藐视我的语气.
也许我们的视线已经不在同一个水平上了吧.
这件事有些令我生气,不过我还是以一种比较客观的语气回应她了.
你说得对呀.我看事情的确比以前客观了不少.
不过这也许是我措辞不同了而已,也许是已经麻木罢了.
又下雨了,今晚下雨的感觉真好,很惬意.
你问我,喜欢这里吗.
真不知道要怎样回答.
要回答有好有坏吧,你又要说我太客观了.
那我要说,我喜欢这里的好,不喜欢这里的不好。
你会说我废话吧,那我宁愿相信我聪明.
突然发现照片里的南安是如此美丽,美丽得我好像我从没来过这个地方.
那是因为照片是静止的,而回忆不仅是场景.
现实是由各种各样的人组成的,人与人之间微妙的关系造就了不同的回忆.
今天看到一个人的space,从没感觉那么清新过.好喜欢她的文字.
丧失味觉的感觉很奇特,种种原因产生了这篇文字.
像醉酒的人胡言乱语,却盼望有人能读懂.
读懂了的人,却未必要相见.
P.S.机票出了一点问题,名字的一个字母拼错了.现在挺担心会影响到签证的.
不过我还是相信是你的始终都会是你的,不是你的永远都得不到.
当然我会努力争取每一个机会.
惟有相信好事多磨吧. Remember TonightMEMORY
Memory!Turn you face to the moonlight. 记忆！举头望月 Let your memory leave you 让记忆随风而来 All alone in the wind,if you find there 如果你找到 The meaning of what happiness is幸福的真意 Then a new life will begin. 新的生命就会开始。 Memory! All alone in the moonlight 记忆！伴月独生 I can smile at the old days我朝往日微笑 I was beautiful then 那时我是多么美丽 I remember the time 还记得， I knew what happiness was幸福洋溢的时光 Let the memory live again. 愿回忆再现。 Burn out ends smoky days 走吧，如烟的往日， The stale cold smell of morning. 早晨冷浊的气味 A street lamp dies 街灯熄灭 Another night is over 夜晚已逝 Another day is dawning. 这是新一天黎明的到来 Daylight! I must wait for the sunrise 白日！我要等待太阳的初升 I must think of new life 我要思考心的生活 When the dawn comes tonight will 黎明到来后 A memory too 今夜又成为回忆 And a new day will begin.新的一天即将开始。 Sunlight through the trees in summer 夏日阳光穿过树林 And next morn is waiting 又一个清晨在等待 Like a flower as the dawning’s breaking 犹如破晓时分的花朵 The memory’s fading 记忆淡去 Touch me!It’s so easy to leave me 触碰我吧！让我重享 All alone with the memory 是多么容易 If you touch me 触动我 You’ll understand what happiness 你将明白什么是幸福 Look a new day has begun! 看吧，新的一天已经开始 庸人自扰？困扰左成个月，终于都有结果。一样既结果对于每个人既意义都5一样。总算得偿所愿。有惊喜，亦有意外。总是这样庸人自扰。
今天Michelle对我讲，要记住过去4年我们在一起既快乐时光。我后怕，发现已忘记很多过去的事情。过去离我越来越远，抓也抓不住。也许当人处于安逸状态时，总是贪新忘旧的吧。
最近陆续收到你们的讯息，小变化，大变化。有欢喜，有担忧。有挑战总系好的吧，但愿你步步高升。你地都要注意身体呀，千奇5好林太多。
EXAM MONTHJaunary is always the exam month for students all around the world.
So why are we still celebrate and even make stupid wishes at the beginning of the chaotic month.
I hate this kind of beginning of a new year.
Rush and tired.
Everyone is looking forward to the end of the month.
Except the teachers.
...
I have been a long time not opening my sapce.
Cause everyday is similar.
Or am I too lazy to write down something?
...
I did not study in the three weeks winter holiday,
even if I did not go travelling.
Except the short two-days trip to London.
Another evidence to support that I am lazy.
...
But after that,
I really want to have a change in this special new year seriously.
And I really did a good job at the beginning.
After insisting for nearly half a month till now,
I feel exhausted.
...
Time is always not enough.
Especially for those who do not have a good background foundation of knowledge,
and still do not work hard to catch up.
Just like me.
And still wasting precious time on the space here.
...
I have never been so homesick like now.
Maybe when people encounter difficulties,
they always need comforts from the one who loves them most.
So after I talked with my parents today,
I could not help crying.
It is the second time I cry here.
I was crying in my dreams the first time,
and I could not stop after I woke up.
I was not very homesick at that time,
but I really did not have a good mood for that week.
And after three months I came here,
I miss my family finally.
Strickly speaking,
I miss everyone and everything at home.
Familiar people and scenes keep appearing in my mind.
...
Mom told me not to take the exams too seriously.
I have to take care of myself first.
But I really do not want to fail.
Everytime it is all my fault.
It is my fault that I did not work hard before.
It is my fault that I knew I will be regret if I do not begin doing my assignment earlier,
but I still refuse to do it.
It is my fault that I do not learn from the past lessons.
So the only thing I can do now is to comfort myself that there are too many people like me in the world.
It is a part of growth in our lives.
The student handbook said that postgraduates should learn to manage their times in their studies,
due to many tasks will come forth at the same time in their jobs in the future.
...
If friends do not know me well,
they will think that I am a hard-working girl.
Actually,
most of the time I am the opposite.
After "lazy-working" for twenty-something years,
I found that I can not catch up with the modern world now.
Because habit is hard to change.
...
After I start the postgraduate study,
I found that I do not use my brain for independent thinking for quite a long time.
And it works not very well now.
Some of the reasons is that I was educated in an exam-oriented environment for many years.
And when I suddenly change to a brand new education enviornment now,
I can not adapt to it in a few months.
Now I really know what is the diffenerce between this two kind of education.
...
Another fact is there are still many students,
especially oversea (Asian) students work very hard and do a very good job in their studies.
Such as my flatmates.
They always study very long time a day,
and even forget food and sleep.
They try their best to do all the jobs.
Meanwhile they are still likely to helping others,
no matter in their studies or everyday lives.
Anyone will say they deserve the high marks like A and A+.
However,
they are still not satisfied with their work.
That is why human-beings can get to such a high standard life nowadays.
It is because our forefathers never show arrogance in voctory and they never give up when they lose as well.
...
Though I usually went into this kind of situation in my undergraduate before exams,
this week will be the most challenging week for many years.
Because language difference and styles of education/exams are the biggest enemies.
...
Time is always not enough,
no matter before or in the exams.
But there are still 16 days to go if I can survive.
...
Anyway,
wish you all a Happy New Year!
...
And do not forget to wish me luck~ SPECIAL WEATHERThe weather this week is special.
I remember that Monday is the first foggy day I had here.
The real fog of UK.
The famous fog of Britain.
Ya!
I saw the fog.
Just feel like living in the clouds.
And from yesterday on,
it will be raining for a whole week then.
The weather report said.
But actually,
the weather in the morning is always very good.
then suddently change in the afternoon.
Strong wind and heavy rain and dark clouds all at the same time.
Christmas decorations are all around the campus and city now. NEVER GIVE UP, JUST KEEP TRYINGI attended the Starting Point Talk this afternoon.
The topic of the talk is "Reality of finding jobs in UK".
The organizer invited four guests to give us the talk.
They are all graduated from our university.
And they are all non-british.
The most important point is they all found a job in UK.
The first speaker was a girl from mainland China.
And now she works in a Maritime trading company in Soton.
She was graduated from School of Law in 2004.
My impression of her is very cute.
Her tips are make full uses of google and do not need to figure out the exactly position in your job.
Seize any opportunity and get experience from it,
no matter how easy your job is.
The second guest is a lady from Germany.
She was a PHD student from School of Humanity.
And now she is the Research Mangement of our university.
She recomended us to find jobs in Temp-Bank as more as possible.
Again, no matter what kind of job it is.
But, of course, try to do different kinds of jobs every time.
Then you can get many experiences to add on your CV.
The next speaker is the youngest one.
He is in his last year of undergraduate studies.
He is a Malaysian boy from School of Maths.
And he got the job from Deloittes.
His self-confidence and excellent English impressed me so much.
His presentation was very good.
The ten lessons he gave us organized very well.
And the last presenter was a black man from Africa.
He was doing a PHD degree in the School of Education,
and now works in a secondary school in UK.
Since he is a teacher,
I think he really gave us a good lesson.
What the four lucky graduates transfered to us is:
never give up, just keep trying. CRAZY ENGLISHCan not link most of the Chinese websites for nearly a week.
And the QQ can not link corectly all the time.
I can not even read something with Chinese characters.
How poor I am.
But it is really a good enviornment to learn English, rite?
I do not know.
Actually, there are a few steps.
Firstly, I tried my best to listen what others said.
Secondly, I even heard the professor speaking Chinese in the class.
Thirdly, I got tired of speaking English everyday.
And lastly, I heard some British talking with Cantonese on the road this morning.
Haha~
I am a little bit crazy now.
Finally, I bought the pink jacket with university logo today.
 DEALING WITH PLAGIARISMSince there are a lot of assignments coming along,
(actually, not that lots of assignments, cause I know many students having much more work to do than me.)
I have to not only work on my majors,
but also improve my skill of academic writing.
When it comes to writing an essay,
many problems appear.
Plagiarism for example.
Even the lecturer warned that Chinese and Greek do not copy and paste.
Do we that bad on essay writing?
 NOTHING SPECIAL TODAYToday is a normal day.
Really nothing special happened.
Not sleep good for a few weeks.
And go on suffering from eating disorder.
But the good thing is not gaining weight.
The only special thing today is dizzling all day.
It is the first time dizzling for a whole day after I came here.
This is the real GB weather.
 LOVELY WEEKENDThis weekend I went to the Hartley Library in the mornings.
Few students there.
Feeling good.
Today I had lunch at the Hai Cheng Chinese resturant in the city centre.
It was great,
though the food can not be compared with my home's.
Cause it was my first time eating real Chinese food for two months.
Actually, it was Cantonese Dimsum.
And the lovely jasmine green tea.
The enviornment of the restaurant is good.
Very traditional Chinese decorations.
Although the sapce is not big,
there were many Chinese people eating in.
Also some Asian and local people there.
It seemed to me that most of the Chinese people came to have lunch here.
Feeling at home.
There were six of us in total.
The food cost us 6.20 pounds each.
But we gave another 0.30 pounds tips each.
So, I guess it is OK.
I knew three new girl friends at lunch.
One is Pantiya from Germany.
The other two is Ellis and Sophie.
Both are from Belgium.
They are all very lovely and beautiful girls.
And they are all exchange students.
Pantiya is in her second(last) year of her postgraduate studies.
She is studying Psychology.
And the two Belgium girls are third(last) year undergraduate students studying Maths.
Wow!
I had too much food today.
 ENJOYING LAST WEEKIt really is a great week this week.
Maybe it is a new start.
I mean it is just the middle of semester one.
The new Corporate Finance begin this week,
Though I have a new assignment to do then.
I realized that I really have to speed up my studies.
Cause there is only two months till exam.
Last night, when Fon told me that my last chance of going out in X'mas is over,
I definately make up my mind to stay here for the holiday.
And I should sduty hard on those three weeks.
It seems that everyone is catching cold again.
Anne and I went to city centre on Friday afternoon.
I think we have a good walk.
China-town supermarket and sea-food market,
Primark-Topshop-WestQuay-H&M-Marks&Spencers-JohnLowes-NEXT-ASDA
There is a lovely German Market this week.
I know it is a lot,
but we just window shopping except fruits and vegetables in ASDA.
Yep.
Discounts are showing on the window,
but actually just a few things are on sale.
Shops are finding helpers to work on X'mas.
But I have to study.
 WEATHER REPORTIt keeps rianing today.
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